BFN.
About Me
- Once A Mother
- I lost my first pregnancy in '07 to miscarriage, but held out hope & soon learned that my husband & I were expecting again. My pregnancy was picture perfect. In September 2008, after 42 weeks, I gave birth by c-section to my 1st child, a beautiful baby girl, Peyton Elizabeth, who unbeknownst to any of us had Infant Leukemia (ALL w/ MLL) the odds of which fell around 1 in 50 million. Peyton blessed us with her beautiful smile & unguarded love, never letting on just how sick she really was. For 28 days she fought with the heart of a prizefighter & we held onto the hope that she would beat the cancer & the odds. Infant Leukemia made Peyton an angel October 2, 2008 & a piece of me left with her. A year later we began trying again & learned that an infection from my c-section with Peyton had destroyed my tubes & left me infertile. After two rounds of IVF, we are pregnant with twins. I write this blog as a tribute to Peyton, and my journey through life without her. I don’t know where this story goes, or how it will end, only that loving & mothering Peyton has left me forever changed & losing her has washed a perspective over my life that I could never have anticipated.
Oh crap. I'm so sorry. Do you have to wait before starting another cycle?
Maddie x
i am so sorry. its not fair. simply not fair.
I'm so sorry! =*(
BIG Fat.. BOOO. I'm sorry. I was just thinking about you and hoping. I am glad you will be able to do a FET with your frozen... when you are ready. Honestly the Frozen cycle are SO much easier on your body... Worked both times for me.... Rest well and know that I will be your cheerleader again when needed.
I wish I could send hugs your way! There are no words- we were all hoping with you. May you feel the love of everyone rooting for you!
i'm so sorry. that's awful. i hope you heal quickly from the hyper-stim and are able to try again when you are ready. xo
I don't comment often but I had to tell you I'm sorry. :( I have checked all day for an update and was so praying for a positive. I'm so disappointed for you. I went through a bout of infertility (lost my first son to prematurity, had another son, then infertility) and I understand how heartbreaking the BFN is.
((((hugs))))
i have been following your blog for some time and was checking in periodically today. i am really really sorry that you didn't get better news. it just completely sucks and isn't fair. i am thinking about you tonight and send you a big cyber hug.
anna
No!
Bugger. So sorry. Really bloody sorry xxxx
I was just telling your story to a friend, it is so unfair, so hard. Sorry!!
I am so sorry. Praying God brings comfort, healing and peace.
I'm sorry with you. I was so praying this one would work for you
I'm so sorry! I was praying for you. I just found your blog just before you started your shots. I will continue to pray for you that you get your rainbow baby.
No words Kristin...I'm so devastated for you. Hugs
*hug*......
love and prayers
elena
I'm so sorry, I had really hoped this was it for you. I hope you are able to give your body a break from all of the OHSS, and enter a frozen cycle with a happy uterus. Wishing you the best, BFNs after IVF are tough, and you deserve better.
hugs xxx i'm so sorry
I am so so so so sorry, friend. I have been thinking about/praying for you all week. Sending love, support, and prayers your way.
xoxo
Erin
I am so very sorry, hon!
All I can say is that it took me 2 IVF cycles to get my positive. Hopefully next time.
I am so sorry. Thinking of you!
Tracy~Mommy of Angel Madisen Hope
South Dakota
I'm so sorry.
(((HUGS))) I'm so sorry!
Why can't it just be easy??!?? I'm deeply sorry. xoxo
I'm so very sorry - as if you haven't suffered enough already. There are not enough words to express my sorrow for you and your husband.
sorry doesn't begin to describe it..:( wish I could give you a big hug..xoxo
bugger! i am sorry to hear this.
xoxox
Awww...I'm so sorry! This really, really, really sucks.
Oh No! I'm so sorry. x
I'm so terribly, terribly sorry to hear this. There are no words of comfort, but just know that we are all here for you.
I've come here from Mash's blog. Just wanted to say I'm so very sorry for the loss of your baby and now the failed IVF!
Very sorry indeed that you've had to suffer through so much!!!
(((hugs)))
I am very very sorry
So very very sorry. Had been checking back all day and hoping for good news for you:(
Elizabeth
So very sorry for your news. What a tough journey you've been asked to travel. My thoughts are with you. Be kind to yourself until you find your strength again. Many many hugs for you.
Penny (thepennychronicles.wordpress.com)
I'm so, so sorry. There's nothing anyone can say.
Oh, no. I'm so sorry. Thinking of you and still holding onto hope for you and those frozen embryos...
xx
I am crushed for you as well!!
Along with everyone else - crushed!!
Talk to me abbout surrogacy, my dear friend.
Thinking about you keeping you in my prayers.
Im so sorry honey, I know the disappointment you feel and you are not alone. Continued prayers to you xxxooo
I'm so sorry.
This is my first time to comment but have been following your story... I'm sorry to hear this heartbreaking news...
I"m so sorry Kristin.
So heartbreaking.
Oh I am so sorry! Those words are just seem so hollow but just know that I really do mean them.
I am so very, very sorry, Kristin. My heart continues to ache for you with each obstacle. I am so utterly disappointed and heartbroken for you. Thinking of you and hoping that momentum takes a turn in your favor. Big, big hugs to you...
I'm so very, very sorry. I so wanted it to work out for you both.
Oh, no Kristin-I missed this post somehow.
Oh, no.
This SUCKS. It just plain SUCKS.
I'm just so sorry. :(
Oh Kristin...I am so so sorry to read this. I wish I could say something to make things better but I know I can't. Just know that I am thinking and praying for you. xx
Oh no!! I am so sorry..... Keeping you in my prayers!!
Im sorry it didnt work. Will you guys try IVF again?
Damn...that just isn't fair.
I am very sorry for the loss of your baby and also that your IVF did not work this time.
I hope you will have enough resources to try again and hope it will succeed.
In my thoughts.
Sophie
:(